365 Days of Self Discovery: Your Relationships

5.23.19

Day 2

What qualities do you admire most in others?

  • Self confidence/sense of self worth, sense of humor, passionate, goal oriented, self sufficient, intelligent, overall lives their lives being who they are. 
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365 Days of Self Discovery: Your Dreams/Wishes/Hopes/Future

4.24.19

Day 14

What is your vision for the future? How will you get there?

  • Honestly, sometimes my vision for my future seems more like a blurry rather than a pretty picture in my mind. I know overall I want to be successful but in what ways? Well for beginners I want to see myself as a well established professional and entrepreneur, a female that inspires people, educates people, motivates people, and transforms people in a positive way (body & mind). In order to make this happen, I need a PLAN OF ACTION, something that will be my guide & steps to get where I want to be. I will need to build my social circle with like-minded individuals and those who can help build me, support me and keep me on track with my goals. Finally, I will need to pursue my goals and make stuff happen, not just talk and dream about it but actually make stuff happen in order to see things evolve. In order to achieve all of this, I will need tons of discipline, determination, willpower, self confidence, and a positive mindset with tons of focus. This will have to be a priority instead of a second thought. 

365 Days of Self Discovery: Your Past

4.02.19

Day 26

What has been the most challenging part of your life to date?

  • Building/molding myself into someone I’m comfortable with, without fear of what others may think or say. Being the person I want to be and not what others expect of me — basically choosing to live happy instead of worried all the time of how the world may perceive me. 

Any part of your life been challenging to date? 

My First Fitness Photoshoot

Well, Friday was my birthday and Saturday I had my first fitness photoshoot. It was fun and a great experience that scared the hell out of me but I did it and I will continue to do it now going forward. I made a short post about my experiences and learning to pose, etc find out here what I had to say about the photoshoot.

 

 

365 Days of Self Discovery: Feelings & Emotions

3.03.19

Day 63

Do you ever feel inferior, why is this?

  • Eh, sometimes when I find myself comparing myself to others or when I am dating someone whom I believe to be out of my league. I suppose it is a self worth issue, but something I work on, but I will say, when it comes to everyday common people and what they have vs what I have materialistically, I don’t pay much attention to. 

365 Days of Self Discovery: Feelings & Emotions

3.01.19

Day 61

What makes you feel free?

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When I can be myself in totally, without feeling the need to meet someone’s standards or their mold of what I should be or who I should be. Being myself without care of what others may think of me or perceive me as, and being myself around people with flaws and all. 

365 Days of Self Discovery: Day 92

12.03.18

Are you a good communicator?

  • At a very young age up until late high school, I struggled with my socialization skills & communicating with peers. Especially when it came to voicing my opinion, confrontations, debates, communicating my feelings/thoughts to others, etc. It wasn’t that I was anti-social or didn’t have any friends, I was very outgoing (still am) and had friends, but I was what most would probably consider “awkward”; Having a conversation with someone was harder due to my social anxiety — being a class clown all my life was my way of communicating and making friends, it seemed so much easier to find ways to make people laugh, than it was trying to talk to people in normal day to day conversations. I have many reasons as to why I feel as though I was struggling with this, mostly with other women vs men. I was a tomboy, so being one of the guys and hanging with my younger brother was my way of trying to fit in, vs hanging out with a bunch of girls from school. At a young age, I knew I was different, but it didn’t strike me as hard until I realized that maybe I had an attraction towards the same sex, and this just made communicating / socializing even harder at times. As I got older, I started to learn to open up to people more and had more conversation & my class clown acts weren’t as rapid, but after suffering from  losing friends, and having to move to different states/change schools, my communication skills started to once again dwindle because of my social anxiety from not knowing anyone. At the same time I had a hard time communicating with my own parent, my mom wasn’t the easiest lady talking to growing up (still has her moments now) because she is both stubborn and stuck in her ways and she believes what she says, goes — so I didn’t really have the confidence to speak up to her about certain matters until later in life. I’d say now, my communication skills aren’t perfect & I still have social anxiety, but I am better at voicing my opinion to peers, better at communicating my feelings within relationships and with close friends & I have gotten better at trying to voice my thoughts to my mom (even when she doesn’t seem to want to hear about it), regardless, I am glad this is something I have learned to excel at, and having taken a communication class in college, helped me to be able to talk in front of others with less fear. The hardest thing is keeping in touch with people — I am not good at doing that.